Thursday, April 23, 2009

Currently on "Repeat Play" in my Head...

If you know her music at all, its no surprise that I'm a huge fan of Ani Difranco. My blog title very UNsubtly references one of her albums that is an all time favorite of mine. Here's the song that originally won me over to her music with its honesty and simplicity...

"Angry Anymore" by Ani Difranco





growing up it was just me and my mom against the world
and all my sympathies were with her when i was a little girl
but now i've seen both my parents play out the hands that they were dealt
and as each year goes by i know more about how my father must have felt


i just want you to understand
that i know what all the fighting was for
and i just want you to understand
that i'm not angry anymore
i'm not angry anymore


she taught me how to wage a cold war with quiet charm
but i just want to walk through my life unarmed
to accept and just get by like my father learned to do
but without all the acceptance and getting by that got my father through


I just want you to understand
that i know what all the fighting was for
and i just want you to understand
that i'm not angry anymore
i'm not angry anymore


night falls like people into love
we generate our own light to compensate for the lack of light from above
every time we fight a cold wind blows our way
but we can learn like the trees
how to bend how to sway and say


i think i understand
what all this fighting is for and
baby, i just want you to understand
that i'm not angry anymore
no, i'm not angry anymore

2 comments:

  1. this blog is not done...

    what draws you to this song? the release of bitterness is beautiful, but honestly this makes me want to grab my knees in a ball and mourn for moments lost, little girls growing up too fast, and the fact that it might be true that "everytime we fight a cold wind blows our way."

    xoxo

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  2. Deep, Jecca! I think I like it because it reminds me that as I mature my life gets put into perspective and I start to understand the people who hurt me a little more. Somehow, understanding makes it easier to forgive.

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